So far so good

had chemo on Tuesday and so far no severe ill effects, hooray! I'm a little concerned about the increased pain I have been experiencing, but as long as the medications can control it I am ok. The other thing that is driving me nuts and therefore making me whine is my weight. jeez, I could take in the same amount 2 weeks in a row and gain one week and lose the other. And of course if I gain or stay the same the doctors are all happy. I am the same weight I was when I had to go on Weight Watchers for crying out loud! The problem is that cancer completely changes your metabolism so it's hard to tell how much to eat. So they tell me eat what I want and what I can. oh well, elastic waist bands for me, or maybe muumuus. Hard to shop for clothes for the cruise, Kohl's had a great sale, bought lots and lots of stuff for the cruise, who knows if it will fit when I go, maybe I should bring a roll of duct tape just in case?